i'll be found in You

march 21- 11:53 p.m.

this is the last night that i will be staying at the dorm. tomorrow’s the last day, and this will all soon be over. it’s still not sinking in. i just can’t believe that after all we’ve been through, the end’s already here. gusto kong maiyak, pero wala (pa)talaga eh.

parang ang hirap isipin na ang tagal tagal ng panahon na ginugol natin sa lugar na ‘to na magkakasama tayo. kung gaano tayo kablis nagkakilakilala ay ganoon din namang kabilis ang pagtatapos ng mga panahong tayo ay magkakasama. sana lang, walang limutan… walang iwanan. friends forever nga di ba?  kahit na alam nating ‘forever’s a very long time’.

ito na siguro yung tamang panahon para ibuhos ko lahat ng ‘to, hindi ko na alam kung pano ko ikikeep eh. lalo na, alam ko na once i go to sleep tonight, pagkagising ko bukas, that day will be my last chance na magkakasama tayo this school year. though, summer lang naman yan, alam ko na medyo darating yung times na masyado tayo mageenjoy at makakalimutan ang mga bagay bagay, may mga times din naman na sobrang bored mo at namimiss mo na yung mga tao sa school at lahat ng mga kung anu anong bagay na pinaggagawa nyo. we have our own separate lives for these coming two months eh.

at alam din naman natin na kahit magkita kita na ulit tayo next school year, karamihan sa atin, hindi na magkakaklase, pero sana, kahit ganun, we’ll still stay kung ano tayo noon. sana, nothing will really change. it’s so amazing that i get to hang out with you guys, and this is is one big part of my life that is really worth remembering. no regrets.

it was such a fun junior year guys. i enjoyed being with you, a lot. and as we now go our separate ways, for the next two months, maging masaya sana tayong lahat sa last day natin together, maging hanggang sa summer.

don’t forget about us guys, ‘cause we are one awesome section. ♡